Memories or Delusions?"Keep moving!" The chain connected to the collar on my neck was tugged on by the large demon. How'd I end up here...I can't remember...but why not? I follow behind the one in front of me, man or woman, I couldn't tell. As I blinked to keep the sweat from dripping into my eyes, I look at my surroundings. I'm not sure what hell looks like but this must be it: demons roaming around as if normal people, fires spread out as if nothing could burn, and no sign of plant life anywhere you look. "I SAID MOVE!" A sharp pain bursts into my back and I couldn't help but fall onto my knees.
The floor...it's so hot. Everyone seemed to halt due to my fall, we were all connected by the chains after all. Before I could get a chance to get back to my feet, something picked me up...and it was growling. "Since you think you can just sit around, you'll get something special." Big hands broke the chains connecting me to the others but to my amazement, it bound itself back together as if nothing happen. As
Just hide awayHide my face away from this wretched world,
The one I hate with a passion,
The one that had my eyes so fooled,
So much even my feelings I had to ration.
Once so happy and carefree,
All turned to bitter despair,
The beast lurking in me why not come see,
But my sorrowed screams do beware.
I'll hide away for no soul to find me,
Never again to be heard or seen,
Forget me as I have you see,
As my blood drips I will not shed a tear for all this was foreseen.
All my faultI curl up in my corner just waiting...waiting. Only one thing crosses my mind and it goes round and round like a merry-go-round..."I need you...I need you...I need you...". Oh how these words torture me so...rip my heart apart...tear my soul from my body. I need no one to live...no one...but if only it were true...if only. I am not strong nor brave...no one would care for a coward...a weakling of the world. So I stay here in my corner still waiting...waiting until I rot away like the nothingness I am. The one who shredded the soul that once was...the one who crushed that heart which once beat. I am waiting...yet I know...I know no one will come...no one will come for something that is no more. Let it be known that...I did try...even for a minute...a second...I did try...and let it be known...that it was I to blame for all...for all the tragedies...for all the sorrows. As I take my final breaths...so may the sadness...fear...and anger...take their last breaths...