All my faultI curl up in my corner just waiting...waiting. Only one thing crosses my mind and it goes round and round like a merry-go-round..."I need you...I need you...I need you...". Oh how these words torture me so...rip my heart apart...tear my soul from my body. I need no one to live...no one...but if only it were true...if only. I am not strong nor brave...no one would care for a coward...a weakling of the world. So I stay here in my corner still waiting...waiting until I rot away like the nothingness I am. The one who shredded the soul that once was...the one who crushed that heart which once beat. I am waiting...yet I know...I know no one will come...no one will come for something that is no more. Let it be known that...I did try...even for a minute...a second...I did try...and let it be known...that it was I to blame for all...for all the tragedies...for all the sorrows. As I take my final breaths...so may the sadness...fear...and anger...take their last breaths...
I give thee love so trueI give thee love so true,
I bid thee no sadness so blue,
I wish thee only happiness come true.
I wish not say farewell,
Stand at your side till mine death bell,
To hate thine face you could not compel.
Thine protector shall never rest,
Only with you mine heart is at best,
In mine heart you are owner not guest.
I bid thee no farewell,
I give thee my heart that fell,
I wish thee happiness with no knell.
Become a beastRip out my heart,
Tear my emotions apart,
See how I fall and crumble,
See how I just fall to my knees,
Lost every damned key,
The doors locked on me,
Never to open as my screams echo,
Voices laughing at me,
Tell me to let go of it all,
Become the beast I was meant to be,
Become the heartless soul I truly am,
The one that will suffer,
The one who enjoys the blood of others,
Only violent intentions,
Claw my way to tear out hearts,
Just as mine has been torn apart,
These voices control my every thought,
Never to fight back,
Always to obey their commands,
To become the beast I was meant to be.
All is never as it seemsAll is never as it seems,
Eternity seems now just a blinding beam,
Teetering between insanity and the unseen.
Every soul travels a broken path,
Ruins of past aftermath,
Nothing more than a healing cast.
Avert your eyes from those who make you bleed,
Entities that are only bottom feeding creeds,
Venomous demons that plant evil seeds.
Engrave your name onto this earth,
Revive your own self worth,
Invigorate the thought of your soul's rebirth.
These days will only get rougher,
All will adequately suffer,
Those who survive will become tougher.
In all our eyes there is a light,
Somehow we need to make it shine bright.