Climbing back upI shall not shun the true me that I cannot change,
I need this to breath, to see, and hear,
This is what I do and it shows the light I look for,
Without this is only darkness and I shall not fall into what I fear so.
Life is a rollercoaster, it has its ups and downs,
I must have went past the fiery pits of hell for I could feel the heat of anger,
This pressure has taken my breath from me and my soul,
But I'll regain my strength with the help of all this love,
It's time to climb this rope you've sent to save me.
I will see the light of good,
I just need my time to make my way,
I may slip down and down,
But I shall not quit, for this is me and my soul.
Please save mePlease save me,
I just can't do it alone,
Been in this fucked up life,
Some just can't understand,
Hell I can't even see it myself!
I'm tryin not to scream and yell,
Just tryin to be tough,
Can't take no one's trust,
I'm just fuckin messed up,
Please save me from this pain!
You ask why,
But I just don't know,
Don't know why this is me,
Don't know where's the key,
The key to find me.
Startin to lose my strength,
Where's that helpin hand?
Maybe it's just me,
Just me who can't see,
Can't see you standin right there.
Now I'm on my knees,
Just let me die please oh please,
It's not worth the fight so please just leave,
I won't try anymore,
I see now that this was meant to be.
It's just meneed to scream need to shout,
need to cry need a hug.
showing my emotions is hard enough,
why make me do this why make me wonder.
make me pray make me stay,
make me jump make me punch.
people all around ignore me,
but it's ok, they don't know the real me.
just waiting to disappear,
I don't want to feel this fear.
the fear that kills me,
the fear that no one sees.
a smile is all I need,
to feel the pain I need.
I swear I careI'm sorry to make it seem that I don't care,
But I swear to you that I do.
The world might come to an end,
But it's me that will be there to have and to hold.
You'll never find another like me,
But I pray that you do.
Just remember hate or love me,
I'll be there to pick you up before you fall.
No need to be scared of anything,
I'm here to be your guardian angel.
You'll never get lost again,
I'll be there to be your guiding light.
Just call my name,
I'll be there faster than the light.
You'll never have that sad face again,
I know I can make you laugh and smile.
Winter never was a warmer season for you,
You'll always have me there to hold and warm.
I'll never let you shed another tear again,
Those who have made you cry will die.
Death does not stop me from you,
Here forever and ever just for you.
Gleam of hopeThe sun is shining bright,
I see that gleam of hope,
Don't let the darkness return.
Can't help but just smile,
It's almost too much to believe,
But I'll make it last just for you and me.
We were both just foolish,
But now we've found our way,
Try not to make us suffer again.
I know it won't last long,
But I'll take what I've got,
Forget the future forget the past.
Anything to have you smileIt's just not me, It just can't be.
Thought I was better, Guess I was wrong.
Can't you all understand, Why can't you just see?
Just hide myself away, it must not matter anyways.
Anything to have you smile, even if I have to walk a million miles.
Just want the best for you, I'll make my promise come through.
My promise to love you, my promise to protect you.
I won't break down, I won't be a clown.
By your side forever, just remember to never say never.
My graveThe tears invisible,
Yet heartache plain in sight.
This pain numbs me,
This sorrow shuns me.
Escape through death is all I see,
But you just tell me to be all I can be.
I try and try again,
But failure always at end.
I fear soon this maze will end,
Just to be stuck in this hole that's become my grave.
Ghost's lullabyThe day not yet done,
One must go on,
Oh the horror,
Oh the agony.
The night just begun,
Dark creeping upon,
Ghosts is what you call on,
Careful not to die wrong.
Laughter all around,
It's the ghost that have been around.
"wish to hear our song?",
"then why not come along",
"in this hell is where you belong",
"demons we are, angels only a few",
"we'll take you and break you",
"your life is what we want, we hope you do not mind".
Light breaks through dark,
The sun finally shines!
Yet you sit in your corner and cry,
Did you get scared of the ghost's lullaby?
Wanna break downJust wanna break down and cry,
Why does it have to be me like this?
I know I'm not the best,
But to me it just seems everyone left.
Must have gone blind way back when,
Must be deaf cuz I can't hear the words your sayin,
Must be numb cuz I can't feel that warm hug.
You see how things go now,
I know you want em to change but it ain't happenin.
I may be numb but just hold me close,
I may be deaf but say everything will be ok,
I may be blind but always keep smilin.